Healing from ritual abuse and torture. Healing for me comes through through music, art, nature and spirituality. I read everything i put my hands on and love celtic and symphonic metal (Nightwish, Valkyre, Fairyland, Skyfire) and classical to name some of the music I like. I love the forest at dusk and write a lot of poetry and dark stories as I listen to the sounds coming from nature all around me. This is very healing for me and helps me to pray at these times.